BriteEyes3001's Blog

Here's the deal

Well, where do I start??? My life has been quite a journey so far. In the 26 years that I have exsisted, I have been through many Trials and Tribulations, Good Times and Celebrations, Breakdowns and Revalations. For all of you who have shared in those moments, you will forever hold a place in my head And/Or heart. As the years passed by, I made some good choices and some bad...Of course I live with regrets, Yet there are many things I am proud of. Life is all about evolving and transforming...And that I have. Times haven't been so easy for me lately and for quite some time I had given up...On myself for the most part, But also on the ones I care about, The people I look up to, And the world in general...Through all the chaos and craziness in my life, I finally had a moment of clarity. I refuse to let that define who I am as a human being today...The metamorphasis goes on. We are all special in our own way, we have all been given a gift...It's just that more often than not I consider mine to be a curse. I feel I have alot to offer the world and those around me, I believe that in the future I will accomplish great things. Out of all the things I have learned ...The one being of most importance, is NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS... I have alot of self improvement to acheive, To be honest with you, It is hard for me to accept the things I can not change...Everyday is a struggle, But it's time I stopped letting life's downfalls keep me down... Life is all about taking baby steps right now, because that's the only way I can do it. I have short and long term goals I would like to acheive...And as my journey continues, I wish for nothing but honesty, loyalty, respect, love, AND SOME GOD DAMN FRIGGEN PRIVACY!!! NOT LOL... Sweet Dreams and may tomorrow be better than yesterday ~Cindy~